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hi guys. what's up? i'm sorry i've not been blogging for a while.
life just got busy all of a sudden.
i'm still working at Jim's Place but i'm not at the location out in collierville anymore.
i got transferred to the new one seven minutes from my house.
it's pretty useful.
school is almost done for me now. tomorrow or more like later today is the last day of exams for me.
so now, i have done three semesters of college. i don't know if i want to do anymore.
i just want to work full time. and live somewhere by myself.
i think im going through that stage again...of hating people.
idk. i think i'm in a very weird mood.

i started dating this guy. for almost a year now, i've been trying to prove to him that i am the girl
that he should be dating. and now he have realize that, we are dating.
for the longest time, i thought he was the one that will last longer than most of my relationships.
or attempted relationships. but idk.
i'm not so sure about it all now.
he doesn't take initiative about anything.
he just sits around his lazy butt and play videogames.
all the freaking time.
he is such a smart kid but he waste all that brain power to doing jack shit.
it drives me insane.
i feel like i've put too much of my time and money into this relationship
and i don't see him changing a thing to make himself better.
maybe i'm not as important to him like i think i am.

what a blow.

ingrid michaelson, my new obsession

just absorb these lyrics.
it's so fun and beautiful.
whats better is the music to it.
youtube it. do it.

don't you worry there my honey
we might not have any money
but we got our love to pay the bills

maybe i think you're cute and funny
maybe i wanna do to you what bunnies do with you
if you know what i mean

oh, let's get rich and buy our parent's homes
in the south of france
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance

let's get rich and build our house on the mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and i, you and i

well, you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else

so i will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worry looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

ooh, let's get rich and buy our parent's homes 

in the south of france 

let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters 

and teach them how to dance

let's get rich and build our house on the mountain 

making everybody look like ants 

from way up there, you and i, you and i 

ooh, let's get rich and buy our parent's homes 

in the south of france 

let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters 

and teach them how to dance

let's get rich and build our house on the mountain 

making everybody look like ants 

from way up there, you and i, you and i 

which one are you?

the fall

"Falling in love is like falling off a building....it doesn't hurt till the end." ---somewhere on the internet 

vcr by the xx

you, you just to have all the answers
and you, you still have them too
and we, we would live half in the daytime
and we, we would live half at night

watch things on the vcrs with me
and talk about big love
i think we're superstars
you say you think we are the best thing

but you, you just know
you just do

when i find myself by the sea
in another's company, by the sea
when i go out to the pier
gonna dive and have no fear

because you, you just know
you just do

watch things on the vcrs with me

and talk about big love 

i think we're superstars 

you say you think we are the best thing 

but you, you just know 

you just do 

Little Bit

great remix
lykke li is a Swedish indie singer.
i like her. and this remix with drake is pretty fly.

fortune cookie

i ate a fortune cookie today.
and this is the fortune i got:

"seek out the significance of your problem at this time.
try to understand."

how meaningful.
geez
what a slap in the face.
especially with the my situation right now.