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hi guys. what's up? i'm sorry i've not been blogging for a while.
life just got busy all of a sudden.
i'm still working at Jim's Place but i'm not at the location out in collierville anymore.
i got transferred to the new one seven minutes from my house.
it's pretty useful.
school is almost done for me now. tomorrow or more like later today is the last day of exams for me.
so now, i have done three semesters of college. i don't know if i want to do anymore.
i just want to work full time. and live somewhere by myself.
i think im going through that stage again...of hating people.
idk. i think i'm in a very weird mood.

i started dating this guy. for almost a year now, i've been trying to prove to him that i am the girl
that he should be dating. and now he have realize that, we are dating.
for the longest time, i thought he was the one that will last longer than most of my relationships.
or attempted relationships. but idk.
i'm not so sure about it all now.
he doesn't take initiative about anything.
he just sits around his lazy butt and play videogames.
all the freaking time.
he is such a smart kid but he waste all that brain power to doing jack shit.
it drives me insane.
i feel like i've put too much of my time and money into this relationship
and i don't see him changing a thing to make himself better.
maybe i'm not as important to him like i think i am.

what a blow.